***actual date Friday, June 12, 2009
Every man is Sisyphus... some are virtually not ! still one should not forget this fact, never...the day you started to dream that rolling the stone is over... you'll here the laughter... coming from everywhere.. everywhere around you...laughing at you..
everyday I grow I feel that life is nothing but counting the days by which u grow older... yes counting the coffee spoons... counting the nights u try to sleep... counting the morning u know is nothing new... still man forgets the self... man loves... and man tries to live... there is time when man feels each bird has some message for him... every bit of the earth smells like it never does... man started to fall under gravity and sticks to the soil by which he is made of... all his life.. now and then... he remembers he forgets... the play proceeds and sometimes stops like a stagnating forgotten falls... yet the rain comes and gives life to it... man is so fool... and so man lives on... man is so fool so he loves... and man is so helpless that sometimes he can't even help him... I think of the man who died in Antarctica... was his death better or the death of a man like me... who will probably end his breath in his last cottage... or in the streets... I think and I can't decide... the reason I don't know... and may be the curiosity has died or rather dried...
... it was you who introduced me to Mr.Sisyphus... You are right... everyone has some percentage of Sisyphus... at times a Sisyphus becomes dominant to cripple your survival... but i feel he who has the strength to resist this influence can be a conqueror... conqueror not of the world but of himself...
ReplyDelete...having said that, i should add that... delusion can never conquer delusion...
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